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My dear stop complaining
My patience is waning
I don't give a damn anymore

For 6 years I waited
Angry and frustrated
I don't give a damn anymore

I've been locked up been locked down
I've been held up in a showdown
I waited for you all the while

My gal I've been drifting from Raleigh to Reno
My blood summons me to the road

My look's never good but I did what I could
I don't give a damn anymore

I've been held up in bus stops
I've been lonesome in land lock
And I thought of you all the while

Your rope's getting tighter
My standards are higher
I don't give a damn anymore

Oh stiff boots and rawhide
I'm done with my old life
I don't give a damn anymore

I've been locked up been locked down
I've been held up in a showdown
I waited for you all the while

I've been stood up been broke down
I've been better back in this town
I'll saddle up soon and be gone
I'll saddle up soon and be gone

I feel sick all day long
from not being with you
I just want to go out
ever night for a while

I'll never love again
can I say that to you
Will you run away
if I try to be true

I'll always be there for you

The music I've listened to for the last 20 years has always had a melancholic feeling.
Even when I was young, my favourite songs were Hello by Lionel Richie, Mandy by Barry
Manilow, and Without You by Harry Nilsson. Those are my favourite style of songs – slow,
melancholic ballads.

That doesn't mean I'm always feeling melancholic myself.

我老了。

花会盛开，然后凋谢。星会闪耀，总有一天也会消失。


哈夫洛克·埃利斯说过，痛苦和死亡是生命的一部分。抛弃它们就是抛弃生命本身。
毫无疑问，前者我在22年中无处不在。而后者是我想过很多却未曾去面对。

纪伯伦又说，当你解答了生命的一切奥秘，你就渴望死亡，因为它不过是生命的另一个奥秘。
一个人穷究一生，探询出来的总是别人的奥秘，大部分人对自己却是一无所知。

的确，萨图恩对喀戎说了几句废话；柏拉图也享受了他最轻松还很美妙的死亡。

而我对于这个问题，还偏存着我执拗的想法。
我还没那么柏拉图。